For those of you that don't follow me on facebook, or those who might have missed the post, Rosa and I got some terrible news today. Rosa and I went to the doctor's today for an ultrasound. Her hormone levels were kinda low and she woke up the other night with a stabbing pain in her side. We found out that Rosa's pregnancy was ectopic, and in order to ensure her safety, we had to terminate the pregnancy.
This has been the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. I tried keeping myself busy so I wouldn't be bringing myself down, but it's hard to accept the loss, and disappointment. We suspected that she was pregnant for a while, but we only confirmed it in the last week. It's amazing how attached you can get to something you can't see in a week.
I realize this is a very heavy topic for such a light group, but my heart is broken, and I'm turning to some of the closest friends I have at the moment in order to vent my sorrow and loss.